[This poem was published in an anthology of poetry "Celebrating Creativity" released at the Hyderabad Literary Festival 2010, held in December, where I was the youngest participant poet; and I was given a wonderful opportunity to share my poem with highly established poets from across the country. It was well accepted.]
The Ungiving Soil:
Betrayed by her husband,
Who said he’d help her,
She felt all alone in this world,
And was about to give birth to a child.
He felt the pressures of this world,
Loses and undeserving pains of drought and debt
And sent himself to heaven,
Or hell? For leaving her like this.
She was with some friendly neighbours
They tried to comfort her
And the awaited hour approached
A few moments later, a baby’s cry.
A girl! The new mother should have
Been happy, she had a girl like
She had secretly wanted before
And she cried like every new-born’s mother.
But these were tears of sorrow.
The neighbours saw not this,
But took it for the usual, and left before sunset.
She was alone with her baby to admire.
Her sole companion.
Guilt, anger, sadness, love.
She was overwhelmed by emotion
As she saw her newborn angel
So beautiful, her own, with a new life.
“You don’t need a blanket,
You are wrapped with a sheet
Of sadness, loneliness, and struggle.”
She whispered, as her tired hands
Covered the child with a cloth.
“I can find you a flower, though scarce,
To adorn your neck or hair.
And I can tint your cheeks only with mud”
She said, as she stroked her tenderly.
She gently massaged the calm child’s legs
“Keep them strong to move forward”
And she put her hand against the small one’s
“And be strong, stronger than we were.
“For your legs will be chained by poverty,
And you must drop your dreams
Down an empty well, forget them and
Live on, with the mission to survive.
“Your only friends can be the
Sun and the Moon, but they are
Also eclipsed in the sky,
Though they won’t leave you for long.
“Most are born with the universe
Having plans to give you plenty,
But you my child, with no fault of your own
Seem to owe this world your all.
“’The daughter of a Coward’ you
Will be branded, and if you
Aren’t tough, you may even succumb to
False promises and painful illusions of ease.
“And my hands are rough, for I too have toiled,
Where shall you get any comfort?
The dry land shall merely bruise your knees,
And the plants are rare, rarer their fruits.
“This world isn’t fair, but harsh and cold
It rains everywhere else, in abundance,
But here, it only leaves you fatherless!
What can I alone do for you?
When I have nothing to give?”
She looked at the child now, her eyes were closed
And she was still like the darkness enveloping them.
“Close your eyes to this world,
My beauty, you deserve much more.”
The mother covered the child,
And held her closer. A single tear
Left her, and it was the last thing she
Could give the demanding soil.
The neighbours returned with some
Food for the mother.
But it was clear she needed no more
From this ungiving soil.